Just when ya think

Just when I thought I was moving forward and making adjustments WHAM something comes along and knocks ya down. I got a letter today from OPM, they are the government agency that handles retirement payments. Since Jerry worked for the government I receive survivor benefits from his pension. However, now they are telling me because he did not sign some paper when he joined the service to have 7% of his pay deducted they are going to deducted it from my benefit check - $300 a month. I'm already having a hard time financially and now they are taking $300 a month from me. I'm taking CNA classes so I can get a second job to help get more income now I may have to get a third job. I know life is not fair, but come on...I need a break!